Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!!

 

Wow, time has just flown by hasn't it? Just like that it's nearly the end of 2022!

This year has been wonderful, so many lovely things have happened, and I thank God for every blessing along the way. From getting married to starting a new job, there is just too much to mention!

Hope you all have a safe Christmas and may we all continue to follow our dreams in 2023!!!

Wow, Time for an Update!

I cannot believe its been over a year since my last post, so much has happened so i'll try to fill yáll in on what's been going on with my life ... =)

Firstly, i'm getting married! ... Yes you heard me, i am getting hitched! i have found the woman for me, someone who loves me and deeply cares for me, i am so blessed to have met her and i thank God that he brought us together to live happily ever after. The wedding will be in Feb, and so we are trying to plan everything so that it will be perfect on the day lol .... 

Secondly, my sister is pregnant! She will give birth in a couple of months and the baby will be a boy! I know the name but i cannot say here because she wants to keep it a secret for everyone until he actually comes out lol ... She and the baby are both healthy and i can't wait to meet my nephew in the near future ...

 

Lastly, i am back to my previous position at work. The position that i was recently in, the warehouse burned down and everything was lost in the fire .... All of us were in shock and couldn't believe it .... i believe that everything happens for a reason and that maybe this happened so that God could shift me into something even greater and better .... for now i will just trust in Him and trust in His process ... 

Well that's about it lol, i'll try to add more updates on what is going on in my life soon but no promises! Life is already hectic with covid and everything else, so please everyone stay safe and remember to be kind to one another ... ^^  

Another year ..... Another birthday .....

Sad but True ...

Hope is never too far ....

Wow, i can't believe it's been 2 months since i wrote my previous post .... Life is so unpredictable isn't it? anything can happen, and anything can change in just one moment ....

For a long time, i feel like i've just been in a rut when it comes to relationships and trying to find the right one for me. I've never really had any luck with women, and sometimes i wonder to myself if i am even capable of love and being there for that special someone for the rest of my life. The girl that i have liked for the longest time has no feelings for me, and i made a decision at that moment, that i'm not going to like someone and try to puruse them if they have no intentions of returning the favour. it hurts too much and i'm just torturing myself. i have decided to wish her all the best and let her go, along with my feelings for her.

The funny thing is, when You pray to God about something and fully surrender to Him, you start to see Him work in your life. You start to notice the small changes that occur, changes that you thought were not possible. Before i used to think about her all the time, perhaps every couple of minutes. But when i surrendered to Him, i find myself thinking about her less and less, and now, i find that i hardly think about her at all. It's like she's just an average normal human being that i know. i believe that He is helping me move on because He knows that she does not see me in that way and that if i keep thinking about her, it will just do me more harm than good.

Now i am hopeful in love. Hopeful in what the future holds, and hopeful of what is to come. I'm not sure what that is, but i know that He will always make it good. There's someone that i've been chatting to and although it may seem a little early, i feel like something is there. In the meantime i will just act normal and go with the flow .... who knows? If God allows it, maybe this can be a new chapter in my life .... i'm just going to trust Him and let Him lead me ...