*POOF!* Break Time is Over!!

Yes, it is true, before you know it, *POOF* ... >>

The Mid-Semester Holidays are at an end ...

Tomorrow is the first day of the 2nd semester of 2012 of uni, a day that is dreaded and frowned upon by students all over Sydney lol ...

i really did enjoy my break, i got to just bludge and watch heaps of movies and animes on my computer, while also working on the days that im rostered for ... i guess it was just nice not to worry over any assignments and any deadlines that were due, and just take each care-free day as it comes ... but that is all over starting tomorrow ...

i need to focus and excel this semester, as getting good grades helps increase my GPA and can probably help with getting a full-time job in the future, but i know that im gonna have to be really serious and not muck around when i get home, but put my head down and STUDY!! .. =]

The next holidays will be at the end of the year, starting at around the end of November. i do hope that it comes quickly, but not too quickly! Time flies already as it is ..

Well, wish me luck! Here's to studying seriously!

Cheers! ^^"

This.Has.To.End.

No matter how much i try to fight it, i always fail.

This post might sound a bit depressing, but it is true. i am sure i have posted about this issue of mine in the previous posts. It's not suprising that nothing has changed, although sooo bad in my heart, i want it to change.

i know i have the strength to fight this, the willpower to overcome it, but everytime it presents itself to me, i feel like my body is being controlled by my mind/brain and not my heart; my flesh controlling my spirit, ultimatley leading to the cravings of the flesh.

It has been around 2 years and 5 months since this dark cloud has surrounded me.

As much as i try to resist its tempting grip on me, i always seem to fall into its clutches, into the gravity that pulls me back down into its claws.

And each time it happens i promise myself that i would beat this, that i would overcome it in the near future and be free, but in the end, i am just a victim, a puppet being controlled by the puppetmaster of evil.

i can feel a part of me die everytime it happens. A part of my soul/innocence that i cannot get back. i have been exposed to way too much, Things that i shouldn't be looking at, Things that my eyes should shun from.

Now everytime i close my eyes, i don't see peace or God ... just those images.

Lord i pray, Please help me ...
 

The Dark Knight Rises

Well today was a pretty average day ...

Bryce picked me up, and we went to Macquarie Shopping Centre for the 12:30pm - 3:30pm session for "The Dark Knight Rises". The movie was alright, although it was difficult to tell what Bane was saying, due to the mask over his face lol ... i especially liked Anne Hathaway as Catwomen, she was really good and i enjoyed her fight scenes and awesome costume hehe ...

After that we chilled at Bryce's house for a little bit, and then he dropped me Home ..

Like i said, pretty average .. =D

Just to end this post, Here's a little gif just for the purpose of Humour:

Sokka, being crazy in the desert =p

Blob .. Blob ... Blob

Flameo Hotman!!!

Or as they say in the Fire Nation: "Stay Flamin'!!"

Why cant i forget you ... ?

i can't believe its been 6 years and i still cannot forget about you ...

To be bluntly honest, you were the first girl that ever made my heart skip a beat, the first girl to ever make me feel so happy like i was on cloud 9. The way you were so nice to me, and invited me into your home to help me do well in my studies, your friendliness and kindness to accept me, even though that was the first time we met, you'll never know how much you mean to me ...

i won't forget the memories we had, when we met in the city and took capitol photos. When you came with us to the Year 12 Formal, when you burnt the bread in the oven, and also when you let me borrow your comics, which i still have ...

All these years have passed, and still, you remain as the only girl i can think about when i close my eyes.

Everyone has their criteria for a partner and for a relationship. Mine's is that they have to have a relationship with the Lord, they have to be younger & shorter than me, and that they can speak and understand indonesian while also understanding and growing up in the western world.

You fit into all that.

i know that you are happily married now, and im sorry i didn't attend your wedding .. It's just that it hurts to see you enter a lifetime relatonship with another man that isn't me ... i feel kinda sad that you'll never know how i really feel about you and that you probably have never thought of me more than a friend.

i just want to let you know that i will never forget you. As hard as it may sound, i have to let you go, or else i cannot move on. i pray that God will help me and guide me towards my one true love.

Zombie-Mania!!

Hello everyone,

Recently i have been watching the TV series "The Walking Dead", which tells about a group of survivors trying to survive in a world where nearly everyone is a zombie.

Its a really good tv show, with alot of action, suspense, and drama. i have finished season 1 and am about to watch season 2 heheh ...

Other than that, nothing much has happened in my life, just taking it a day at a time and enjoying this lovely blue-sky weather we are having .. Thank you God.

Last but not least, i downloaded the whole series of "Avatar - The Last Airbender" in really good quality and also in MP4 format, the ones i had were not really good quality and they were in AVI format.

Well hope you all take care and have a blessed week! =)

My Order has arrived!!

Today i have some good news to share!

i ordered an Appa plush from eBay and today it has arrived!!

i do admitt that the delivery time was quicker than expected, it came in 6 business days after despatch and the person that i bought it from says it usually takes 2-3 weeks, which was suprising.

Nonetheless, i am happy that it has arrived! =)

Team Avatar Analysis

Sooo, because i was soo bored, i decided to give my opinion and analysis of "Team Avatar" from the animated series Avatar - The Last Airbender.

Aang: The last airbender left in the world after they were massacred by the Fire Nation and the main protagonist, Aang is my favourite character from the series hands down. i like his peaceful, calm, and fun-loving nature and how he is very protective of his friends and will go to great lengths to help or protect them. i also like the way he uses airbending in many different and creative ways, such as the air scooter, the air barrier, and the air swipe. Although is he biologically 12 years old, he is the Avatar and has a a duty to bring peace and balance to the world. 

Katara: The last waterbender left from the Souther Water Tribe, and Aang's love interest. Katara is a very compassionate and hopeful individual that acts as a motherly figure for the gang. When she first started, her waterbending was sloppy, but by Book 3, she exceled greatly and even has a talent for healing using water. One of my favourite moments for her was when she used Bloodbending on a fire nation soldier. If i could bend any elements, it would have to be water due to its many uses in both offense and defense.

Sokka: The funny guy/goofball of the gang and Katara's older brother. Athough he is a non-bender, the gang would be lost without him. He makes hilarious remarks and one-liners during the entire series that adds humour to the group. He also is known to have a good sense of direction and can read a map very well. Other than his trusty boomerang and sword skills taught by Master Pian Dao, he doesn't really excel in combat.

Toph: A blind eathbender recruited by the gang and also Aang's earthbending teacher. If there is one word that describes Toph it was be: awesome. Even though she was brough up in a rich and noble family, she acts like a tomboy and without her, the gang would be missing alot of pure brute bending strength. Although blind, she uses seismic sense through her feet that allows her to "see" using earthbending. She also invented Metalbending which is spectacular in its own right. 

Zuko: Crowned prince of the Fire Nation and son of Fire Lord Ozai. Zuko was once out to capture the avatar, but realized his destiny and joined the gang as Aang's firebending teacher. Although he is my least favourite, the creaters and producers did great on his character development throughout the series. He mainly uses Firebending for combat and combined with his training and agility, he is a tough foe. He is also known to be unable to bend lightning, but can successfully redirect it using a technique Iroh showed him. 


Well, if you read all that, i salute you! .. Until next time! =)

Chris Tomlin - I Lift My Hands

Amazing Week

Hei guys, i am back from the Conference!

It was an amazing experience, one that i will never forget.

Steven Furtick preached a great message of encouragement that ended the night with a bang, following the glowstick parade haha ... people even threw the glowsticks to the stage and some of the Worship Leaders nearly got it lolz ... feel kinda sorry for them .. =P

i really do hope that i change my life around and learn something from this conference. If anything, i have learned that God still has a great plan for me and plans to use me in many ways. i feel revived and refreshed and ready to tackle on the world of everyday life.

i also have patched things up with my sister. Things haven't been going well and i realize that i need to change and just care and be there for her. i am really going to try harder to be a better bro for her and just treat her like a friend. i know its going to take time, but i believe that Jesus will help me .. Amen ...

Well, thats about it, hope you all be Blessed!!! =D

PS. i am actually writing this from work heheheh ....

In Christ Alone, Cornerstone

"Cornerstone"

My hope is built on nothing less
than Jesus' blood and righteousness
I dare not trust the sweetest frame
but wholly trust in Jesus' name

Christ alone, Cornerstone
Weak made strong, in the Savior's love
Through the storm
He is Lord, Lord of All

When darkness seems to hide His face
I rest on His unchanging grace
In every high and stormy gale
My anchor holds within the veil
My anchor holds within the veil

He is Lord, Lord of all

Then He shall come with trumpets sound
Oh, may I then in Him be found
Dressed in His righteousness alone
faultless, stand before the throne 

Hillsong Conference 2012!!!

The day is finally here!! 

Hillsong Conference 2012!!! WoooHoooooo!! ..

i am sooo excited, i just can't wait! .. i'm really ready to accept all the messages that God and the speakers have for me, i'm ready to have an open mind to change my perspective and to be molded by the word of God.

i am also happy that i will be with friends as well over there, so im not completely alone, although i also don't mind being alone as i know the Holy Spirit is always with me heheh ...

Hopefully i won't be too tired and i can blog some more about the Conference as the days go by lol ... 

Anyways, i gotta jetz, God bless y'all .. =)