Don't Know Why ...

I waited 'til I saw the sun
I don't know why I didn't come
I left you by the house of fun
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come

When I saw the break of day
I wished that I could fly away
Instead of kneeling in the sand
Catching teardrops in my hand

My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever

Out across the endless sea
I would die in ecstasy
But I'll be a bag of bones
Driving down the road along

My heart is drenched in wine
But you'll be on my mind
Forever

Something has to make you run
I don't know why I didn't come
I feel as empty as a drum
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come
I don't know why I didn't come

Heueheuhehueh ..

Today i had a work "Guest path Training" thing for about 3 hours, basically they tell us how to act and greet customers. It was quite boring because i always treat the customer with respect hehe ....

But then, on the way home, the traffic was sooooo bad!

It took like 90 minutes to get home, and during the ride i had a very big headache and my stomach wasn't feeling too well. It was found that a rush of air decreased the wooziness, so we put the air-con on even though it was winter and it was raining outside lolz ..

On the flip-side, i just wanna say that i love my Piano!

i hope to learn more tunes, especially Jazz tunes coz i love Jazz .. =)

Pissed Off ..

Don't you just hate it when your expectations and views of someone are a complete opposite of the truth?

It's like you look up to them,
really care for them,
but what do you get back?

CRAP.

That is how i am currently feeling. i try to be nice to someone, try to engage in conversation, try to keep in contact with them, and all i get in response is nothing. it's like they do not even regard my existence ...

But i have had it, everyone has a limit, and it looks like i broke mine today. i just cannot tolerate it anymore, i don't care about that person now, why bother with someone when they do not treat you with respect ..

Beautiful Sunday ...

Yup, what a beautiful day today, and it is all because of the great weather the Lord has bestowed upon us .. =)

Today i did the usual, went to church, and then went to Hurstville, which is our 2nd branch. i quite like the place because of its carpet floors, cozy seats, working air-cons and heaters, and also the room is smaller so there is not alot of echo with the musical instruments and vocals. The preaching was alrite, although the guy was a bit boring, i admit i nearly fell asleep heheh ...

I just wanna have a little shoutout to one of my best mates: Bryce.

He is going through a rough patch in his life, and i hope that he finds comfort in the Lord and also find rest and peace in HIM. i believe that everything happens for a reason, and i know that God has a plan in his life, and these things just happened because God really cares for him and wants him to find his own path, eventhough it might be hard ....

Keep fighting yooooo!! .. Be blessed everyone & Happy Sunday! ^^"

Disappointed .. =(

Just a little expression of how i am feeling ...

I feel disappointed like i let God down, because of what i have done. I really tried to resist, but it seems that sin just got the better of me, something that i must look out for in the future. i do not want to feel this guilt and condemnation, but somehow, i do feel it, it is like a virus that is slowly eating away at my healthy cells.

I know i let HIM down, but i am going to keep trying. i will NEVER give up, because i know HE has great things in store for me, i just need to pass this test.

So mark my words satan, I WILL BE VICTORIOUS!!!!

Day 1 of Freedom

Well, it is my first day of freedom,
And let's just say it feels really great haha ...

The feeling of not having a care in the world, the feeling of no assignments and assessments, the feeling of not having to learn and understand core values and objectives, it feels just great! ... until i go back to uni lolz .. ^^"

Nothing much happened today, i just did an online Level 1 Food Hygiene Course for my work at Delaware North, after they review my details they are going to send it back and also post me my certificate! yaayyy ...

Now that i am free, i should catch-up with my friends ... oh well, i can do that next week, this week is just a rest & relax period hehe ..

Also, yesterday i went to bRice's place and played his PS3! .. Assassin's Creed is quite a good game, awesome graphics and u can just randomly kill people which is always fun ... we also played GT5 ... awesome cars that one ...

i also got the OST from him which is pretty nice .. =)

Anyways, Till next time!!

i.am.free

Finally!!! ... I am free from exams!!!

WaaahhhoOoOoOoOoOo ...

Now time to socialise, catch-up with frens, and work! =D

Ahhhhhh ....

I need to cram!!! ..
Sooo Stressed!!! ..
Exam on Tues & Wed!!!

You can do it Ray!! ..
FOCUS, BELIEVE, ACHIEVE!!! ... lolz ..

Movie Review: Sucker Punch

STORY - 7/10

The story was about a young girl named "Babydoll" who is framed by her Stepdad for the murder of her sister and placed in a Mental Institution where he intends to lobotomize her in 5 days. While there, "Babydoll" plans to escape with 4 other girls: Sweet pea, Rocket, Blondie, and Amber, while retreating into a fantasy world to help cope with the different missions she plans to accomplish.
The story was a bit bizzare and the movie had kinda a post-apocalyptic feel to it, there were also lots of special effects. The ending was also quite unexpected, and i won't spoil it for those that haven't seen it hehe ..

EFFECTS - 7.5/10

The special effects were really decent, although there were some parts where it seemed really flawed and unrealistic, for example: "Babydoll" being thrown like 50 metres and emerging from the rubble unscathed. They had a variety of scenes that included CGI, such as the World War scene, and the runaway train bomb scene which added more flavour and a sense of variety that was different.

Overall, this film combines special effects with a twisted story-line and also hot chicks. This movie would be recommended for action fans who like chicks with guns and samurai swords who don't really care too much about the story-line.

Fishy Fishy Fishy .... ?!

As the heading implies, this post is about Fish! ..


My dad got a free fish tank and so he decided to fill it up and put it in the living room so that it would be nice and also add decoration, so after filling it up with H2O and all the accessories such as the stones, filter, and fake seaweed, he placed it in our living room, and i have to admit, it looks quite nice hehe ...


As you can see, it looks very nice, the lighting gives the water a kind of sparkle.

On another note, my 2 Angelfishes have given birth! Yuppz, they got together and got very busy!! lol ... I think the babies are a couple of days old to one week old. All they ever do is wriggle and they look sooo cute! Too bad if i or anyone goes near it, the mother Angelfish starts to get aggressive ...


That's the father over there trying to protect his young from Moi!!! hehe ..

Soo that's it! .. I should really get back to studying ... Toodles! ^^

Having a rough time?

I just wanted to express my thoughts a little bit about the problems we encounter in this life.

I am right now facing a little problem myself, a problem that i fear will turn out to be very bad in the not-so-distant future if it keeps happening. I am trying very hard to solve it, but sometimes it is just so hard ....

But whatever you are going through, know that someone cares. That someone has been with you the day you were born, and He will be with you till the day you take your last breath. That someone is of course GOD.

He really cares for you, if fact, He sent His son Jesus to die on the cross for us. In doing so, we can now have a personal relationship with the Father and we also have a way into the pearly gates of Heaven.

So give all your doubts, fears, and burdens to Him, and He will indeed give you rest. He did not say that life will be a walk in the park, but He did say that whenever we need help, He will always be there guiding us. Believe in Him if you can, after all, you have nothing to lose and everything to gain.

If we live in His commands and have a personal relationship, there is nothing that can shake us and He will pour down His blessings upon us and bring out a better future of blue skies and bliss.

Focus!!

Isn't it annoying how every time when you are in an exam period, something happens to come up that takes your focus away and makes you procrastinate even more?

I'm talking in regards to THIS BLOG!!!! lol ... ><"

MUST FOCUS!! MUST FOCUS!! FIGHTING!!!

Fighting is sooo difficult!!

Haven't been here in ages!!

Well guys, I've decided to use this blog over Xanga because Xanga has too many commerical adds and whatnot, and it is really getting under my skin.

Just a little update about what I'm doing right now:

+ Studying for Plant Phys and Biochem exam!!!
+ I have a Car!! Yuppz, its a 2004 BMW 318i, and I love it to death .. =P
+ I'm working at the SFS/SCG as a casual .. But i really need another job ..

And yeh, that's about it!

I might post more often after my exams because it is Holiday period!

.. Waaaahhooooo ... oo .. o ..

Lucky Lucky!!!