Don't Take Things For Granted

Hey guys, just going to share a bit of what's been on my mind lately ...

You know that thing you have in your life that you take for granted, and then when its gone, you realize how valuable and precious that thing was? ... well, thats kinda the emotions that im going through right now ... and the funny thing is that it is not a 'thing' that i am referring to ... its an actual person ...

Why didn't i express how i feel?
Why didn't i let her know that i care so much about her?
Why didn't i make an effort to be there for her?
Why am i such an awkward person when it comes to things like these?

And now, she belongs to someone else.

I can't just tell her how i feel now, coz then it would just be awkward for the two of us. I don't want her feeling confused and upset and not knowing what to do with this information. All the times we had alone together or hanging out with friends, and still i didn't do much to show her how i really feel ....

It really hurts inside that i had my chance but i blew it due to my own selfish reasons and way of life. If only i did more back then ... if only i had the guts ... if only she could see me for who i really am ... then maybe we would've had a chance ....

I guess the only thing i can do now is wait, and pray that God's timing is the best for me. I just need to believe that He has my life planned out the way He wants to, and that i need to trust Him and follow His will ..... but it hurts to wait, it hurts to be patient .....

If we are meant to be together, then somehow, things will all work out in the end.

But for now, i just need to believe in Him, and trust that He will bring us together ...


If only ... 

Look Through My Eyes ....

Hei guys, i haven't watched "Brother Bear" in ages, so i randomly watched it a few weeks ago and i fell in love with the movie and the soundtrack again. i love the message it conveys, that before you judge someone, you should look through their eyes and see what they're going through first. Here are the lyrics to the credits song which i really like:

Look through My Eyes - Phil Collins

There are things in life you learn

And oh in time you'll see

It's out there somewhere

It's all waiting

If you keep believing

So don't run

Don't hide

It will be alright

You'll see

Trust me

I'll be there watching over you

Just take a look through my eyes

There's a better place somewhere out there

Just take a look through my eyes

Everything changes

You'll be amazed what you'll find

(There's a better place)

If you look through my eyes

There will be times on this journey

All you'll see is darkness

But out there somewhere

Daylight finds you

If you keep believing

So don't run

Don't hide

It will be alright

You'll see

Trust me

I'll be there watching over you

Currently obsessed with ....

It's been awhile ...

Hey Guys, remember when i said i would update more often? ..... yeh lol.

Well, nothing much as happened, currently in the middle of exams. Got my last one tomorrow which i am excited about coz after that i got sooo much anime to catch up on hehe its gonna be awesome doing nothing for a whole month .. (^^ ") ..

So the following month after the cruise, a couple of us went on a holiday to the Gold Coast which was really fun. Then when we all came back, it was back to uni! boohooo ..... and now its exams week, so fast ... before you know it ill be graduating yeyyy ...

Btw, got hooked into Summoners war again for the iPhone, also playing Clash Royale which is kinda fun, but annoying and frustrating when i lose hehe ... but gotta remember that its just a game wkwk ..

So hopefully i filled you guys in on what ive been up to the past few months, will update again soon!

Cruise was Amazing!!

Hei guys, i am back from my 2 night cruise from Brisbane to Sydney ~ !!

It was such an awesome experience, me and Bryce explored the ship from top to bottom and visited all the different rooms and sections such as the Rivera Bar and the Vista Lounge. It was quite similar to the Dawn Princess cruise ship, but that didn't matter because we had such a great and relaxing time!

When we got on, we had to go to the Theatre for a safety explanation which talks about life jackets and other rules aboard the ship. That was then followed by dinner in the Dining area and a short musical act in the Theatre as well. The next day we had breakfast and watched a couple of movies on the upper deck where the swimming pool was, followed by Dinner and more exploration of the ship.

And now, here we are, back in Sydney lol .. T.T .. overall, a really enjoyable experience, and if you haven't been on a cruise then i suggest you try it out because it is a real eye-opener.

Although i have already been off the ship for over 14 hours, i can still feel my environment rocking back and forth ... (-_- ")

Going to Brisbane tomorrow!!

Yes, you read the title right, i am sooo excited for Brisbane!!!

Tomorrow, i will be going to Brisbane city early in the morning via Tiger Air, and meeting up with my mate Bryce and his fam who are already there. We will then spend the night in Brissy, and then on Friday, we will be boarding the "Sea Princess" cruise ship and stay 2 nights. Afterwards, the ship will land on Sydney harbour on Sunday morning.

This will be my 2nd cruise overall and i can't wait to just relax lol .... after all, who doesn't love a holiday? im sure we all do ^^"

i dont think i can post while I'm on holiday, so i can't keep you all updated *cries* ... but don't worry, ill try to post something once i come back.

In other news, i will also be going to the Gold Coast in March!! ... it was quite a spontaneous decision, but me and 5 of my friends will go during the middle of March and stay for 5 days 4 nights. We will also be going to Dreamworld and i haven't been there in yonks, so its gonna be amazing!!

Hope everyone has a good and safe weekend, cya later .. ^_^

Uneventful Week

So, this week hasn't really been a great one, due to a minor fault on my behalf.

This incident happened on Thursday morning, just as i was leaving for work and wanting to turn right to get on the main road. What happened was as i turned right, i must not have seen the car that was still in the lane due to the reflection of the sun, and i slightly grazed the other person's car. Luckily the damage wasn't that bad, only his wheel rim and bumper were slightly scratched. The front left bumper of my car was also scratched.

And now we have to the whole process of him going to the smash repairs and getting a quote, and also all this stuff about insurance and claims ... gives me a headache  =( ... but since it was my fault, i guess i have to face this and try to solve this issue accordingly.

Overall, i thank God that nobody was hurt, and i learnt a valuable lesson that you need to be careful, especially on the road ...

By the way, sooo excited for my cruise next week!! ... i'll keep y'all updated =)

Movie Review: Deadpool (2016)

So, yesterday i went ahead and saw "Deadpool" on its opening night in Event Cinemas at George street. Sydney. There was alot of hype concerning this movie, and boy, did it deliver!!

The movie is about a man who has cancer and volunteers to be cured by an organisation not related to the government. What happens is that he is imbued with superhuman reflexes and a healing factor, with the downside being physcially scarred from head to toe. He then tries to track down the people responsible so that he can be normal again and go back to his beloved girlfriend.

Ryan Reynolds was hilarious as Deadpool, and the many jokes and sexual innuendo made everyone in the audience laugh. There was alot action, as well as lovey-dovey scenes between Wade and Vanessa. Deadpool also broke the fourth wall, and i found this to be rather refreshing.

So in conclusion, Deadpool is a funny, witty, take on the average superhero movies that we have seen over the years. There's alot of humour and i suggest you listen closely to understand it all.

i give it an 8/10.

Childhood Reminiscing

If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever

As high as souls can fly
The clouds roll by
For you and I 

Happy Chinese New Year!!

Gong Xi Fa Cai, Hong Bao Na Lai ??!!

i hope that y'all have been well and that you are all celebrating in your own special way, whether or not you are chinese. Also a happy new year 2016, im hoping that this year will be an amazing year, with lots of blessings and awesome things to come ^^

Just a bit of an update from me, im currently still working at ALS until uni starts again towards the end of March. Its quite a long break time, as i finished my last exam last year in the middle of November lol ...

As for new year resolutions, i guess i just wanna finish the last 2 semesters with a credit average, while also enjoying my uni life and meeting new people. i also want to travel more and go to places ive never been to.

My first holiday this year will be going on a cruise from Brisbane to Sydney. Firstly, im gonna fly to Bris to meet my mate and stay there for a night, followed by the 2 night cruise aboard the Sea Princess. I am soooo excited, its gonna be awesome, can't wait to explore the ship and just relax haha ...

Well, hopefully i update this blog frequently, and if any of you are reading this, i just wanna say Thanks and hope you stay tuned .. =) ... by the way, since i didn't tell anyone about this blog website, there is a 99.9% chance that no one is reading this ... T.T

-= Hunter X Hunter =-

Hello everyone,


No, i have not crossed over to the spiritual world just yet, i am still alive.
Just thought i'd let y'all know ... =)

Btw, last month i watched the anime "Hunter x Hunter (2011)" and it was amazing!!!
If you're an anime fan, then i suggest you start watching all 148 episodes now!! ^^"