It's just like the title says, there's just gotta be more ....
The past few weeks ive just been pondering and reflecting on my life, on what i have, what i want for the future, where i see myself in 10 years and so on ... and it just doesn't feel like its something i can reach and grasp with my own two hands. i know it may sound weird, but i guess these are just my own random thoughts ..... i did not expect to be at this age and not achieve as much as i hoped i would as a teenager ...
My life at the moment kind of feels stagnant, not moving forward and not making new breakthroughs .... i suppose nothing will change unless i am the one that makes the change. Sometimes its easy to look at other people and compare them with yourself in a negative way, but i need to remember that i have my own journey in life. Everyone has their own journey, and everyone has a different destination. I just hope and pray that His plan will still be fulfilled in my life, and that its never too late for a good thing to happen.
I just want something new, a new job, a new relationship, a new friendship, a new anything .... why is it so hard to obtain these, its like the forces of nature are working to prevent this from happening .... its frustrating at times and tiring to be continually stuck in what seems like an endless loop ...
But i have to remember ... there is always light at the end of the tunnel ...
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