A Guilty Conscience ...

Dont you just hate that feeling of guilt?

It creeps up on you like a lion waiting to prance on its prey. That feeling you get when you have done something that is morally wrong and you just know it in your heart.

I hate this feeling. It makes me feel unworthy, uncertain, sad, and depressed. It just disconnects me to God and also to the people around me. I wish there was a way that I could just start over if I had known all this was going to happen. Now, I fear that it is extremely difficult to get back to the way that things were.

I fear that the devil has warped my mind, negative thoughts and negative thinking always lurks around there and it is affecting my life and my perspective on life itself. Sometimes I feel that I am over it, but over times it feels as though there is no way out ....

However, I believe that JESUS CHRIST has forgiven my sins and that I am worthy of His love, kindess and grace. If there is anyone who can fix me and make me whole again it is Him. He will never leave me nor forsake me, He is my best friend and my comforter, the only truth in my life. I believe that I can do all things through Him.

I know that there are alot of obstacles in life and that sometimes we can falter and fall. But I also know that He is there to pick me up whenever I fall and that He is with me every step of the way.

Thanks Lord for your forgiveness, please help me to stand back up and fight this battle in the spiritual realm .....

Yours Sincerley,

Your Servant.