Random Post ...

It has been a while since I was last here. I guess I just have things on my mind at the moment and I needed to release those thoughts and here I am .... Writing this blog ..

Things that have updated since I was here is that I am currently on the Christmas Holidays, where I have found a job, by the grace of God. I am currently working at Salmat Australia full time, and I am just thankful that I can have a source of income to fund my random endeavours.

Also, I also bought a 13" 2.8GHZ Macbook Pro, and I love it to bits. No more am I going to stay with Windows, Mac is just way better and also more Stylish. The trackpad makes it so easy to get stuff done and I dont even need a mouse anymore. I also love the videos that you can create with iMovie, especially the movie trailers and making slideshows.

Other than that, everything just seems monotonous. I kinda feel alone in my own weird way, even though I know that the Holy Spirit is with Me. I guess I just wish I had that special someone who I can share everyting to. Someone that will be there for Me and not judge Me for what I look like.

I guess I also feel like my life isnt moving forward. Nothing has changed really, and I still feel the same for the past 3 years. I just wish I could be more mature and see things in a more positive outlook ..... I feel withdrawn .... I feel like a shrimp floating through the ocean, not doing much with life and what it has to offer ....

I know that I really need to make a change if I were to have a home, wife, and Family in the future. I know that I need to get my act together and be the man that God whats me to be .... I need to stop living in Sin, and live a holy life, a life that is pleasing to the Lord ...

A couple of church sermons have hit me in some ways. If the Rapture were to appear, would I be taken up to the clouds to mee the Almighty Lord? or am I doomed to spend eternity in a place where HE is not present ..... I know that I am saved and that My hope is in Him, but its just so hard to focus on Him when there are sooo many things in this world that can lead us to fall ..... If I am left behind and have to face the tortures of the Anti-Christ, will I last? .... I actually have a low tolerance for pain and without the holy Spirit there to help Me, What will happen?

All I know is that starting from now one, I must be serious and focus on running this race called life to reach the end. I know that God is with Me wherever I go and that HIS mercy is forever.