Why cant i forget you ... ?

i can't believe its been 6 years and i still cannot forget about you ...

To be bluntly honest, you were the first girl that ever made my heart skip a beat, the first girl to ever make me feel so happy like i was on cloud 9. The way you were so nice to me, and invited me into your home to help me do well in my studies, your friendliness and kindness to accept me, even though that was the first time we met, you'll never know how much you mean to me ...

i won't forget the memories we had, when we met in the city and took capitol photos. When you came with us to the Year 12 Formal, when you burnt the bread in the oven, and also when you let me borrow your comics, which i still have ...

All these years have passed, and still, you remain as the only girl i can think about when i close my eyes.

Everyone has their criteria for a partner and for a relationship. Mine's is that they have to have a relationship with the Lord, they have to be younger & shorter than me, and that they can speak and understand indonesian while also understanding and growing up in the western world.

You fit into all that.

i know that you are happily married now, and im sorry i didn't attend your wedding .. It's just that it hurts to see you enter a lifetime relatonship with another man that isn't me ... i feel kinda sad that you'll never know how i really feel about you and that you probably have never thought of me more than a friend.

i just want to let you know that i will never forget you. As hard as it may sound, i have to let you go, or else i cannot move on. i pray that God will help me and guide me towards my one true love.